About two months ago, I competed again in the Mustang Makeover competition in Fort Worth, TX. This year's competition was billed as "The Mustang Million" -- the Mustang Heritage Foundation, which oversees the event, set a goal of adopting out one thousand BLM mustangs, and raised one million dollars' worth of prizes for the competition.
Unfortunately, I was not one of those to take home prize money, buckles, or other awards. I did, however, take home prizes worth more than money. I hope you'll walk with me along the trail we've been on these last few months.
Of course, the first step toward competition is adopting a mustang from a designated BLM range. Originally, Darcy and I had planned on traveling to an adoption site in Nebraska to select this year's mustang. However, just days before I was to leave, I received a phone call from our Wyoming BLM office, telling me that the Nebraska horses had been quarantined because of an outbreak of equine influenza. Because I'd already missed other adoption weekends (deemed too far away) in Oregon and Texas, I only had one other opportunity: I'd have to travel to Fort Worth for an adoption weekend just days away.
It seemed that this was going to be the first bump in the road: compared to Nebraska, Fort Worth is 500 miles farther from our home. Going there meant an investment of more time, more money, more hardship for my family. I made the choice to go, and a friend who traveled with me arranged for us to transport some horses to offset the expense. Still, I had to miss an important family event in order to go, so the choice was not without personal cost
When we finally got to Fort Worth, we had a half day to preview the horses that would be up for adoption. Most of them were smaller geldings that would not have been a good match for me. Last year, I'd made friends with a guy who worked for the Mustang Heritage Foundation, and had watched me ride Amigo. He pointed me to a four-year-old palomino mare, and said that he thought she would match my riding style.
As I looked at her in the pen, I noticed her quiet manner and kind eye. In addition, she had more size than some of the geldings: we know from history that Army remount horses, some of which had draft blood, were often turned out on the open ranges; she had most likely descended from some of these. Her dark palomino coloring and size hinted at some Belgian blood. In the end, I was able to adopt her for $200, and since I'd earned a $100 credit by registering early as a BLM adopter, I only paid $100 for her.

Once I got the mare home, my oldest daughter saw a picture of her online and suggested I name her Sandy. The name rang true, not only for her coloring, but her sweet, though sometimes onery, personality. I discovered that, most of the time, Sandy was very easy to connect with: she seemed to rely on me to show her how to behave. Her training progressed very quickly, from halter training to standing under saddle. I was riding her within five days of bringing her home: she did spook and occasionally jump, but she never did buck or offer to run off with me. She seemed to accept the training, not passively, but out of trust in the bond we had.

Because the initial weeks progressed so smoothly, I thought the rest of the road would be fairly easy: I thought the initial bumpiness was over. I was wrong.
On June 5, my crew and I set out to gather cattle from one of our larger pastures, in preparation for branding. Of course, I was not mounted on Sandy at that time: instead, I was riding a gelding I'd purchased a year ago. He had a history of bucking, and that was part of the reason I'd been working with him; other than that problem, he was a well-muscled, beautiful horse with the potential to be a pick-up horse. I actually believed we had worked through his "blow-ups," as we hadn't had any trouble for several months. As I rode out across the sagebrush-covered, rocky pasture, however, the horse began to buck so powerfully that he pulled my foot out of the stirrup and tore my hamstring.
Once that happened, I could no longer stay mounted on the gelding; I ended up coming off over his front shoulder, landing on my shoulder and neck. I managed to get back on the horse and continue to gather, but he started bucking again, and I just hurt too badly to ride him through it. Once we got back to the ranch, I discovered I couldn't control my right arm very well. A trip to the emergency room, several Xrays and an MRI, and several hours later, we found out just how badly I'd been injured. Because of the power behind the bucking, the hard ground, and my own size, the impact of the landing fractured one of the cervical vertebrae in my neck. By the end of the day, I was in a cervical collar, with numbness all the way down my right arm and a torn right hamstring.
At that point, it didn't seem that I would be able to continue to train Sandy at all. At the outset, the doctor recommended six weeks in the collar, with minimal physical activity, and certainly no activity that posed a risk to my spine.
As I stated earlier, this accident occurred at the beginning of our branding weekend: three days of intense work that I was not able to help with. It tore me up to not be out in the middle of the activity with my crew, and to have to watch other people do my work. However, it also opened my eyes to the caliber of help I had hired, and the willingness of my friends to help me. And seeing that gave me an idea about how to keep Sandy going.

I've presented colt-starting clinics for five years, and have helped my hired men start many colts for me, so I was not unaccustomed to coaching from the sidelines. There were still many differences: I was not able to physically demonstrate the manuevers I was asking Sam and J.W. to do, and therefore had to be more precise in my verbal instructions. In addition, this was not just any ranch horse we were training; Sandy, being a mustang, differed from domestic horses. She'd already formed a strong bond with me, and now I was asking her to trust two other riders. Finally, because we did not have the luxury of time even before my injury, we had to progress her training at a pace that was more rapid than what Sam or J.W. had experienced before.
The experience of doing Sandy's training in this fashion also reinforced my long-held belief in the importance of ground work. I worked on the ground with Sandy for hours each day, teaching her the manuevers that Sam and J. W. would later ask her to do when they rode. I taught Sandy by using pressure on certain parts of her body in order to ask her to move, and then I taught the men to cue her by using the same pressure points. The instruction this time around, if not more physically intense than Amigo's had been, was certainly more mentally intense. I have been riding horses all my life, so many of the cues I give are instinctive, something I don't think about. In order to train Sandy after the accident, I had to reflect on exactly what cues I needed to teach the horse, and then focus on communicating these cues to the riders in order to get the movement I wanted.

Because I worked with her every day, Sandy remained "hooked up" to me more than to Sam or J. W. I was still the person catching her, feeding her, grooming her, and teaching her. I developed a habit of whistling when I went out to her pen to catch her, and Sandy, intelligent as she is, started coming to the gate at the sound of my whistle.
After four weeks in the neck brace, my doctor finally gave me the OK to begin riding again, as long as I didn't get on anything that would buck. The doctor gave me that news on July 5: that afternoon, my family and I went to the Big Horn Mountains for a camping trip. When we returned on July 7, the first thing I did after we unpacked was saddle Sandy. She was the first horse I rode after my accident. I can't describe how great that feeling was!
Because of the care we'd taken in her training during the month of June, most of the fundamental skills were already there. My riding in July and August was about sharpening those skills, and paying attention to my own riding. My injury affected my balance, and I learned that I had to pay close attention to how I was shifting my weight in the saddle or cuing Sandy with my legs: sometimes she would perform a manuever, such as a spin, incorrectly, and I'd find out that I was really the one at fault.
Finally, September arrived, and Darcy, Sandy and I headed to Fort Worth to compete in the Mustang Million. This year, instead of competing against about 60 people in the Legends division, we were competing against 100 more! Everything was more crowded, more noisy, and more busy than the previous year.

Our second full day in Fort Worth became a learning day for Sandy and me: the second competition class, trail, was split into two days, and so we had a day "off." It really wasn't a break, however: we'd learned in the run-through for the class of two obstacles for which I hadn't trained Sandy yet, so this day became all about last-minute training. The first obstacle was a jump: within about thirty minutes of working with Sandy on the ground, I could get her to jump over a log placed at an angle against the corral fence. Once I got on her back, I used the same cues to get her to jump over the raised log. She was a natural! The second obstacle wasn't as easy: the pattern required a horse to lope around fourlogs placed in a pinwheel pattern; the entire diameter of the pinwheel was 10 feet, so for a horse to maintain a lope in that small of a circle was a real challenge. We worked for a long time on that one, but by the time Darcy joined us that afternoon, she was able to video Sandy and I loping over a pinwheel in the practice pen.
Our second day of competition - third day in Fort Worth - was the trail class. Sandy completed every obstacle, but lost points for balking at crossing the bridge, for stepping just outside the logs on one sidepass maneuver, and for not loping a complete circle around that pinwheel -- she saw a gate as she came around the circle and broke out of the pattern. Her jump over the log, however, was beautiful!
Finally, we got to the third day -- the reining pattern. This had been the class for which I was the most nervous, mostly because the pressure was on me to remember so many parts of the pattern. And, sure enough, when we loped into the arena and Sandy slid to a stop, I was so excited and impressed with her slide stop that I went straight into a spin, when instead I was supposed to back her five steps! My fault, not hers. Sandy showed her grace and athletic ability in this pattern: her spins, slide stops, rollbacks and lead changes were strong and well-executed. By this third day, she had grown more accustomed to both the heat in Fort Worth and the confinement of the indoor stable and arena, and was not as easily distracted as she had been during the first two classes.

In the end, Sandy and I placed in the top two-thirds of the Legends division: not where I had hoped we'd be, for sure. All things considered, however, we were lucky to just be able to compete. It was a bumpy trail to Texas this year, but we did make it there, and that was an accomplishment in itself.
And now, I have this incredible, beautiful palomino mare. I didn't pay that much for her, so I feel no pressure to sell her. I can simply enjoy her athleticism, her skill at tracking cattle, and the bond we share. Even though Sandy now runs out in the big pasture with the saddle-horse bunch, I can still whistle for her: if she's within hearing distance, she'll come running. That's worth more than buckles or money any day.